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About George

George is a llama. Technically he's a cria, a baby llama. Unlike most llama's George grows and ages very slowly. George can be found in Ohio or Peru. The jury is still out on where exactly George is only a baby though those who have heard him think he's full grown. George has a strong affinity for TerriKate. He usually thinks he's Terri's llama and this in turn causes Terri some problems every now and then. George is a wanderer. He's often very hard to find and frequently search parties are sent out to find him.
George first appeared three plus years ago. He just wandered in from somewhere and adopted Terri almost immediately. Although George doesn't stay in one place very long he still expects Terri to fill his water dish for him, even if he's 2,000 miles away. Terri manages with some help from friends around the world and George isn't too fussy about who is supplying him with things.
We're not sure that anyone would recognize George today. We only have the one picture of him and that was taken when we first saw him.
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Cute little fella isn't he? He does tend to get into trouble often, usually needing someone to come and help him out. Again during these times Terri turns to her friends around the world to help with the wandering George. Of course the Phoenix will take to wing and help find George. After frequent searches for George, Phoenix has gotten pretty good at spotting George.
It took some doing but George doesn't spit like most llamas. He's been taught not to do that but sometimes he forgets when he's disgusted with someone or something that has been said. George hasn't been seen for some time but we have had word from him that he's doing well and is happy in the mountains of Oh..err Per....umm.. wherever he is.

We have an update on George!!! Apparently he's aged well and has found both a llama farm and a good supply of maca root near Ga. Terri was out exploring when she unexpectedly ran into George. It would appear there's a Mrs George, a cousin George and many other family members who are all happy on the llama farm. We're all very happy that George has been found and we hope to hear more news about him soon!

Form Writes


Haikus


Strongly grows the oak
Mighty wind tears up old roots
Weaker willow lives

Birds fly beneath clouds
Fish swim under ocean waves
Nature has order

Seed sprouts below ground
New life begins long journey
Fruit for our future

When nuts fall from trees
They don't fall far from squirrels
Planting then begins

Ripples of today
Move outward unabated
Into tomorrow

Sky lights up blue
Brilliant face shines upon us
Soon season changes

Petals open wide
New flower blooms this morning
Seed's maturity

Waves come ashore
Rising up then receding
Repeating pattern

Sky cotton tumbles
Wind sculpts artistic patterns
Cold tranquility

Thunder overhead
Summoned by the flashing light
Brings rhythmic splashing

Seasons changes come
Sky and ground always adapts
Each yields to the next

Time can run quickly
Time can trickle so slowly
Time always passes


those glittering stones
found in the deepest of caves
sparkling in the dark

the ageless heavens
changing ever so slowly
lovely young or old


colourful autumn
leaves painted beautifully bright
ere they tumble down


nightingale sings
lovingly into the night
gentle lullaby


Tankas


long grows the green leaf
wetmarsh supplies endless drink
roots deeply dug in
nest camouflaged at the base
coloured shells await cracking



dreaming of the beach
floating upon the waters
massaged by the waves
a peaceful easy feeling
comfort of your hand in mine



let us float freely
upon the great winds of change
leave fearful worry
destiny is calling out
love cached in floating bubbles



fist full of white sand
slipping grains count down minutes
blown away by winds
lost time never recovered
treasure all of your moments



Cinquains


serene
slow passing days
uninterrupted thoughts
quietly uncovering truth
vision

sunshine
this cloudless day
contented breath taken
long walk through hidden forest paths
pleasing

blooming
lovely display
mother's plan unfolding
autumn's treasures are revealed
brings smiles

true gold
treasured finding
not always the nugget
embodied form is more precious
keep close

musing
upon the stars
perpetual motion
sparkling shimmering lights above
soft sighs


Cinquain Chain


Guardian's Warmth


feathered
is your soft touch
caressing my spirit
chasing away nightly demons
kisses

warming
these frozen nerves
easing rigidity
calming wildly beating heart
with love

watching
protectively
my defending angel
wrapping me up in tender glow
tears fall

splashing
creating pools
salty waving ripples
reflecting distorted faces
smiling

peaceful
is our nighttime
no chill touches my heart
perpetual guardian's warmth
is mine.

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2009


Anadiplosis Writes

Words Flow

Words flow like a stream from the pen,
Pen that is held by the hand of love,
Love that pours out from the heart,
Heart that beats to it's lover's rhythm,
Rhythm that keeps time with passing days,
Days that blend into nights of passions,
Passions that burst forth like flames,
Flames that give warmth of love's light,
Light that erases the fears of loneliness,
Loneliness that has evaporated into the void,
Void filled with a sweet caring presence,
Presence that inspires the flowing words.

Brian Paul Sullivan ©1998


The Page Fills

Brow furrowed in deep concentration o'er the page,
Page gleaming white waiting for the pen strokes to fall,
Fall upon this paper weaving together intricate patterns,
Patterns forming detailed images created from the spirit,
Spirit alive with the gleaming white shaft of pure thoughts,
Thoughts swimming in the myriad of boundless ideas,
Ideas settling into crystal clear focus for transition,
Transition of intense passion for molded sculpted words,
Words that fly with the speed of light from mind to hand,
Hand making magic o'er the rapidly filling blank sheet,
Sheet at long last filled with marks of the poet's heart,
Heart that has unhesitatingly given it's all into this work,
Work completed as laboured sweat falls from his brow.

Brian Paul Sullivan ©2001





A Little Passion

Tempest

she comes to me when I least expect it,
laying beside me whispering seductively,
slow hands roaming over my entire body,
leaving nothing untouched in exploration,

overhead lights flash with blinding brilliance,
roaring thunder booms out insistent demand,
raging tempest of greatest tempation rises,
each breath taken an oxygen starved gasp,

oceanic waves roll high peak to low valley,
keeping perfect time to rowboat's drummer,
in harmony with the slow building tsunami,
working it's way towards heaven's heights,

two playfully though fervently body surfing,
riding powerful throes of passionate waves,
cry out in blissful surrender to the currents,
as mighty wave crashes upon distant shore,

held breathes released over stilled waters,
free floating peacefully in tranquil moment,
twilight's glow appears at day's horizon,
a marked hue overlay of fading sky fire,

damp from the now faded raging storm,
sweetly couched in warm loving arms,
drifting into realms blessed by Hypnos,
without need of Morpheus's pleasures,

'til Aphrodite's jewel passes overhead,
pulling at the depths of Poseidon's realm,
stirring the beginnings of another tempest,
when I least expect it she comes to me.

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2009

Looks at Life

Treasured Journey

Stand not alone as you travel
through the journey of life,
Move peacefully
with an open heart and mind,

Accept with joy
the love you find along the way,
From all the sources
that are willing to offer it,

Take no measure
of how much love you give,
Know the pleasures
of how much you are loved,

Yet love those who love you
with clear feeling,
Reject none among those
who would befriend you,

Forgive those
who would prove to you false,
Let not a few taint your view
of the scenic journey,

Of all those you encounter
along those paths you choose,
Treasure each one
for each one is in some way special,

The heart has so much room
to be shared,
Has such a capacity to forgive
if you but let it,

Always within a beating heart
shall there be found,
Room to accommodate one more
along your journey.

Brian Paul Sullivan ©2001


Immortal Battle

Shall I release the inner demon of my soul,
Allowing it full vent to vanquish my enemies,
Force of darkness in outpouring vengeance,
Thundering off under the cover of darkness,

Should force back the demonic force within,
Release the shudders holding at bay the light,
Blinding force rising to banish the blackness,
Overcoming the flickering illusory shadows,

Perhaps both should be evicted from within,
So a clear view shall be seen of the battle,
Watch in hope and despair as my own witness,
Knowing forevermore victor would take me,

Before my eyes eternal battle of dark and light,
Weariness of years gathering under my brow,
Exhausted merely observing the raging war,
Wonder whatever shall become of empty soul,

Time slowly passes by uncaringly unnoticed,
'Til the last grain floats down from the glass,
Ceaseless battle has engaged for years uncounted,
Glass is turned condeming me to eternities madness.

Brian Paul Sullivan ©2003


New Maturity

Look in the mirror tell me what do you see,
Years have flown by making a difference,
Sands have slowly sifted marking changes,
Some of the child remains as eyes can see,
Now is the time to reflect on yesterday,

For the path has been widely in variance,
Though roots hold firmly to trace back,
Branches of newly sprouted views arrived,
Never thought this would come to pass,
Yet perhaps this is the way to growth,

Those untaken ways from earier times,
Are now closed down out of reach,
Now so many ways to chose ahead,
Which one should be tried is best guess,
Wisdom is climbing to it's crescendo,

Mayhaps that shall be the guide for one,
Learning to see through another's eyes,
Gentled heart with gentled hand arising,
Within the bounds of timeless thought,
Lest the decaying rut rot wear out spirit,

Seek the true path for your flame within,
While finding the ways of soothing calm,
To where powers that be will guide us all,
As the last shift molds anew the essence,
New product of all our untested abilities,

In the waning springtime of our lives,
Maturity of a different sort gains leverage,
Rolling thunder of discomfitted discontent,
Shall yield to the demands of peace,
In the end that is all we truly seek,

Tomorrow shall bring thoughts unsought,
Above them all once more shall rise,
Bursting forth from the altering chamber,
Shining star ablaze with heart's compassion,
Satisfied that now you've reached best of goals.

Brian Paul Sullivan ©2004





Light hearted writes

When Haiku Met Tanka

I am a Haiku,
I only run for three lines,
economical,

I am a Tanka,
I only run for five lines,
economical,
My expression is better,
I am older than Haiku,

Poets prefer me,
More simplistic expressions,
Tanka is bulky,

Haiku is too short,
He forces painful twisting,
Very annoying,
I allow more breathing room,
By far I'm the more spacious,

Tanka talks too much,
Better to be short and sweet,
Trust little Haiku,

Haiku is baby,
Put your faith in the senior,
Tanka is full grown,
Haiku is far too tiny,
He never can stand alone,

Tanka takes up room,
Always more Haiku per page,
Tanka needs diet,

Haiku's much too thin,
Needs more vocabulary,
Need my thesaurus?
I can lend Haiku some words,
Maybe then Haiku can grow,

You are amusing,
This has gotten too silly,
I'm moving along,

You are just too cute,
I think I love you,
Even though you think I'm fat,
I will share my wine with you,
Then maybe I'll look better,

I will taste your wine,
We can get married today,
Polite family name,

We are now combined,
Haiku has married Tanka,
Family name is cute,
Our name now in gratitude,
The Tankus wish to tanku.

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2007


State of Mind

Age is just a state of mind,
Is what once was told to me,
Years have passed so in kind,
Wise words these appear to be,

A touch of grey upon my head,
Shall not ever make me old,
It matters not what anyone said,
Nor what someone has been told,

Discounting when I try to rise,
Up from my chair or bed,
My stressful yelped agonized cries,
Despite denial words I said,

While my steps are getting slower,
I don't need to move too fast,
You don't need to stand and glower,
I always make it there at last,

While I still get the urge to chase,
Each and every woman I view,
I just cannot seem to keep the pace,
Cause they run faster these days too,

Maybe I'm getting a little older,
Though I really shouldn't confess,
The air feels a little colder,
and I have less hair to mess,

I do not like to admit,
However this is true,
I sometimes have a snit,
When food is hard to chew,

The only time I can zoom,
I mean really really rush,
Is dashing to the bathroom,
But then it takes some time to flush,

I get up early every morning,
and I can well dress myself,
Still comes a sense of forlorning,
When I cannot reach the top shelf,

If age is just a state of mind,
As was once told plain to me,
Would someone please so kind,
And inform my aching body!

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2007


Forest Of My Childhood

Time rewound for me last night,
Once more I trod the pathways,
Forest of my childhood visited,
Upon a dream of yesteryear,

There to greet me at the gate,
Misplaced friends from long ago,
Standing taller than the rest,
Broad welcoming smile was Puff,

My eyes widened in surprise,
As I saw the old menagerie,
Four hoofed winged Pegasus,
Aloft with Chickadee and Owl,

Cats were singing under trees,
Branches waving keeping time,
Tails wagging as canine friends,
Raced forward barking greetings,

Whitey and Charlie coats sleek,
Flying swordsmaster leapt high,
Wally swam in gifting a shower,

For the oceans met the trees,
The shoreline made as I would,
So many years lay far behind,
As was the boy they recalled,

I greeted them with my old grin,
That had not been seen in ages,
We spoke of all that had passed,
Since I aged beyond their reach,

Then all fell silent as midnight,
Indeed the sun had tucked in,
Under the moon lit glow around,
SHE stepped forward all smiles,

Surely this was a happy dream,
One had not been seen in years,
My heart gave a mighty leap,
At her soft kiss upon my brow,

For she had seen me through,
The worst of what life gave,
My own white Angel of myth,
Or so too many made me say,

Once more in time of distress,
She revealed herself to me,
Words of comfort she thought,
Understood as clearly as ever,

Her sparkling white coat,
Glistening single magic horn,
Touching me for a moment,
Decades rolled backwards,

Then the forest melted away,
All my old friends fell from sight,
Last to linger in my aged eyes,
Angel my childhood unicorn.

Brian Paul Sullivan 2007

Some stuff about the bird

I guess the first thing to write here is that I've been married to the same lovely lady now for 26 years. We've raised two darling children, the oldest at 24 years old my son Shawn and our daughter 21 years old Laura. I've lived in Ottawa all my life though I have traveled to several places in Canada and through many parts of the US though never west for either country. The most recent trip we made was to Niagra Falls this past June for our 25th wedding anniversary. It is on our do again list of places to visit!

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Mr & Mrs Bird Niagra 2008


I have two strong hobbies that occupy much of my time. I love to do creative writing. Poetry, prose, short stories, even full length stories (re:novels). I have done a fair amount of writing in the past three years or so. Most of the writes
I've done are posted in my community TheAerie61 under Words From The Wing and more are being added.
The other is music. I ran a netradio station for quite some time but owing to the recession I had to close it down. I did keep the full music collection though. I have tunes that span over 90 years not including the classical music. I have something from every genre except rap which I don't consider to be music.
Some day I hope to get the station back up and running but only time will tell!


Regarding television,
I like most of what Jerry Bruckheimer produces. I take in the occassional hockey game though I've been spoiled by going some live games and televised just isn't as exciting as it used to be! I enjoy tuning into Stargate, especially the espisodes featuring Jack O'Neil. I also like NCIS. There's a lot of good chuckles to be had with that crew!
Most of the time though, if the TV is even on, at best I'm watching bits of it while paying attention to the computer stuff I'm working on. I'm not really a big fan of the TV. Sometimes something on A&E or the learning channel will catch my attention. Most of the time though it's just background nosie for me!


My Favourite Books
I'd have to say Lord of The Rings would top the list. The creativity of that series, with all the accompanying books was such an accomplishment! Tolkien's works really inspired me to do my own creative works.
Next in the same vein would be Isaac Asimov's Foundation series. Same thing too, along with the history of robotics and the history he wrote for the entire basis.
I loved reading the Narnia series too. The world created was something of a wonderful imagination at it's finest!
A Christmas Carol is one of my favourites. Dicken's certainly had some better writes but I wonder if any really surivive with the same impressions as that one. It's been read so many times, put on stage, TV, so many variations on it. That it has such a super long life speaks volumes of the work and it's creator!
The Sword and the Stone I still have in my collection. It's a beautiful write and one that I treasure all the more so for having received it as a gift!
There's many other books that I hold in high regard though these are the top ones for me.



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Wonderful People Who Befriended the Bird

ThePhoenix61 is fortunate to have these 95 wonderful people in his life

Love's Touch

Roses

lay your nude body down in peace, my love

as I swift lift you to skies on these wings
the flowing cool winds touch your skin above
while I whisper to you so many things
starlight reflecting brightly in your eyes
beating gleaming beacon seen in your heart
'fore your beauty every wind softly sighs
they've a longing from you to never part
so many wonders with you I will share
though it matters not how many we see
you are a wonder beyond all compare
across all the lands, over all the seas
your rosed heart is a delicate flower
beauty and grace with love's greatest power


softly I gift you each sensual touch
as each flower mirrors our progression
I know what I give is not very much
still please hear my revealing confession
I have no holdings of silver or gold
neither do I wield any great power
lady, I know I appear to be bold
to bring you naught but many a flower
I promise you, should you stay with me here
where I have already carried you high
you'll truly find there is nothing to fear
for I'm your protector here in this sky
I'll tell you now of the change in my heart
with this first flower shall I make a start


smell the sweet scent of this yellow stemmed rose
the mark of a new beginning and friend
for foundation must be laid ere it grows
together to travel 'round the next bend
feel the soft purity of a rose white
I wore this as I guarded my silence
then this lilac rose worn proudly one night
I beheld you when I saw through your fence
take in the scent of deep pink giving thanks
appreciation for befriending me
without it we never would have closed ranks
never have traversed the bounds to be we
I know the vision of your lovely face
caress of pale pink matches sweet grace


scent and caress of coral flowering
wafting scent of lavender enchantment
for it is you I am desiring
you are in my eyes truly heaven sent
so take this long stem flower I have shorn
with soft burgundy wine coloured petals
smooth is it's stalk for removed is each thorn
I watch you as your quickening settles
as now the orange's power is felt
for I see in your face fascination
to these tender revelations you melt
tensions fade as you lose consternation
as the red rose bud you're lovely and pure
take this red rose from a heart that is sure

my love, this is the best I can offer
hoping to see the white and the yellow
for I have no overflowing coffer
I'm just an over reaching poor fellow
though should you accept me just as I am
my only treasure of gift is my love
with red and yellow to hit me with BAM!
then would be you to lift me high above
now open your eyes to look upon me
I promised you there'd be no cause for fears
I know not how this can possibly be
for in your eyes I see two shining tears
you take my hand with your eyes all alight
smiling you give me the red and the white

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2009

White Dove

Would you like to make a painting with me?

Would you cover a canvas with me?
Fluffy white clouds in the blue sky,
Tree line high in the mountains
Stream running through the woods,

Would you paint in a rainbow there?
Right there between the sky high trees
The blue-white tree ceilings on high
Make a slide for us to play upon,

Would you help me mix the palette?
For a deep red heart shaped cloud
One with our names written in gold
One that I cannot close without you,

Will you show me where it goes?
The white dove near that red heart
Glowing against the rainbow streaks
Like the clasp that holds it together,

Will you tell me please I ask you
If I were that heart waiting in the sky
Resting upon a painted rainbow
With precious names inscribed,

Will you, my love, be the white dove?

Brian Paul Sullivan ©2009


Where Rainbows End


Long ago our promises made under waxing moon
Remain in memory as though 'twere only yesterday,
Lingering looks as moments mercilessly ticked away,
When we swore that we'd meet once more my love,
I am ready,

One decade has now passed by in blinding flash,
Do you still watch the skies above for the sign?
Are the whispered words we shared still alive?
Your name remains burned deep in my heart,
I watch the skies,

Light brown skin made naturally under hot sun,
Matching cascading waves softest falling hair,
Chocolate eyes able to see past any exterior,
Angelic face aglow with love's greatest light,
I see daily,

Has time regulated me out of your thoughts?
Do you no longer hear thrum of heart's call?
Has my name been overwritten by one closer?
Are my clung to hopeful dreams now proven vain?
I shed a tear,

Your gentle seductive voice haunts me day 'n' night,
Has what was once great blessing now tragic curse?
What fool I once was to have driven you elsewhere,
Empty room in my heart continually bears your name,
I miss you,

Time has not diminished what once lay deep within me,
No truth can ever be denied when confronting a mirror,
Oh sky prisms of promises made standing unrevealed,
Bring to me solace in this hour of lightless cold dark,
I am breaking,

I am ready, I watch the skies,
I see daily, I shed a tear,
I miss you, I am breaking,

Long shuddering breath taken pleading for what I wish,
Head hung low in discouraged surrender fearing the end,
Acknowledging at long last some things were not meant,
Discarding notion fool's hope is better than hopelessness,

I raise my head,

Breath stopped in sudden gasp,
Look! a double helix in the sky.
I shall fulfill my promise made,
I'll meet you where rainbows end.

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2009

Some Writes


Black Jewel In The Sky

Under star filled sky misted by transparent cotton stands,

Midnight breeze unobtrusively tickles delicate sensibilities,
Soft whispered words break silence to alert waiting ears,
"Watch ye for the graceful midnight dove of graced words",

"Destined is she to fly overhead when the toll sounds out,
Keep attentive lest ye miss her should eyes but flutter",
Spirit of command with unspoken promise I understood,
As I settled back in comfort to maintain night sky watch,

Hours passed as clouds opaqued light of star 'n' moon,
Causing fearful thought of missing this promised sight,
Hour grew nigh with zero sign of break in dark cover,
When call from invisible source rang across countryside,

Twelve times the old bell called summoning a new day,
Upon final echo moon beams streams 'tween clouds,
Revealing her shining beauty haloed as a dark star,
Black diamond jewel in graceful flight filled my eyes,

That night remains in my memory as a living dream,
Sable winged lady bird of most awesome loveliness,
Granting her blessing of perfectly blessed vision,
Upon a red feathered ancient firebird poet.

Brian Paul Sullivan © 2009



Dance Of The Full Moon

Majestic beauty of unequal reknown,
Upon a hill top spring fresh green,
She stands alone proudly watchful,
Glowing brilliantly as nightfall comes,

Her call goes out carried by the winds,
So many times this task performed,
Yet always only cold silence returns,
Still she tries again with faint hopes,

This night under full moon she gleams,
Pure starlight is the halo of her spirit,
Her horn discerns her from mere horse,
Perhaps last of her kind upon earth,

Ritual dance of the full moon she does,
As generations before her have done,
Unbelievable graceful fluid movements,
Demanding an audience to appreciate,

Ancient melodic song drifts skywards,
Enchantment with her every breath,
Magical wonderment of each step,
Mystical moments from another time,

Song fades at the pink hue of sunrise,
Bowing to unseen silent observers,
Rearing on her hind legs with a cry,
She fades away with the day's arrival.


Brian Paul Sullivan 2007

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Reflections

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A soft whispering voice in the night,
Vanquishing the dark corners of the mind,
Bringing to the fore inspired reflections,
In a still well of emotion that runs deep,
Igniting the fanning flames of passions,
Sparked from the core flying to edges,
All that had passed comes alive once more,
Like the Phoenix born anew from the fire,
Emotional waves swelling to tidal heights,
Immersing those who stand within it's sphere,
Gently guided by the softest of touches,
Each wave overlaps with building intensity,
Until reaching crescendo with feverish pitch,
Blossoming into clear crystaline form,
Growing onward, upward, outward,
Without distortion in form or meaning,
As with the purity of a single tear,
Shed in joy, not in sorrow,
That the love I hold...nay send to you,
Is shared in reflection of your love to me.

Brian Paul Sullivan ©2000